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happy hanya sementara~~~

salam n good evening guys~~~


19 jun 2011..while i watched movie at my laptop with Kak Linda & Kak dilla..my handphone was ringing..sms!..oh..he sent me sms..and suddenly asked me something..'do u serius wanna couple with me?'..i read it over & over again..is he serius?..i showed his sms at them..at that time my feeling was so so happy!..yeah..because this is my 1st time..i never be in this situation..then i replied his sms..i said..'why u suddenly asking me?'..& he replied..'im serius'..i said im scared of something..he said what..i said i scared if u just wanna played with my feeling &  abandon me..& he explain it..he said something...& i said OMG!!!I CAN'T BELIEVE IT...fuck!..im so so dissapointed..i sat at balcony..& im cried..Dayah tried to pujuk i..but im still cried..my heart like ditikam banyak kali..bertapa sakitnya hati..later..i went to slept..but i can't slept at all..


I woke up..i went college..im so not in mood..in class..he sms me..said 'good morning'..but i couldn't replied his sms..i ta snggup..i just biar ja sms tu..when i ate..once again he sent me sms..but i still not replied it..for what i replied his sms..after i prayer zuhur at surau..i pray to god..i said..please give me strength to face this situation..in class..suddenly i got strength..lecture was teaching...but i sms..i sms him..said everything that i want..he replied..then he said 'we still BFF right?..i just said on..eventhough my heart still hurt..but i don't want lost him..then i realised something..he want me to be his BFF..Is it 
BEST FRIEND FOREVER @ BOYFRIEND FOREVER???
hahaha..think la~~~~


when i met him..i feel so strange..feel ackward..maybe for what happen to us before..hmmm..what i know is..i mmg kecil hati ngan dia for wht happen..now if he still around me or not i really don't care..not like before..when he is not around me i feel so ta keruan..ta pa r..biar r..better i go n find someone else..ahaha..now i want do everything without him..i don'T want my feeling be playing again..its so hurt..

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what!!!!

selamat pg semua..semoga anda bahagia selalu..


asal far jd cm ni?..far betul2 ta keruan ni..kenapa..kenapa..kenapa..????


semalam mmg far geram sngt..okay after ja far ngan dia balk dr jogging..kami g minum kat deen..then naik atas..far ajk dia teman g wangsa walk ja mau tngok wyg..itupun kalau dia free..dia kata okay..so far check tiket kat online ja..then far kol dia..mau kmfmkn pukul brapa..Dia mahu pkil 11..but awl sngt lorh..br ja smpai umh..far ajk kol 1 nya kat ts..dia kata mau kluar g seremban..sengal ta sengal!..yo2 ja kata free..
far pun cancel r kn..sbb mls t dia terkejar kejar lak..susah lak t..far dok umh ja r..mmg bosan!..housemate yg lain semua g part time..sepatutnya far ikut drg..tp far nk spent time ngn dia..tu yg far snggup berkorban tu..alih2  far yg dok kat umh..mmg bosan..geram ngan dia..lbh2 lg bila far tau dia ta keje ari ni..adoi lg r..far naik angin!..far pun bg sms kat dia..dia pun bls..tp lmbt yg amt..far pun bls sms dia lg lmbt..geram sngt!!..kau blh ta jngn seksa perasaan aku!!aku ta suka r wei!!!!!!..

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