mushi-mushi..happy morning day..so what topic today?
can i be a body builder??can i?..can i have a muscle just like those guy??..eh wait! since when i like this kind of thing..ouch!!!oh yeah..since im busy my self with gym..im realise something..i want to be like them..huhuhu..boleh ke girl mcm i nk ada body cm tu?..ahaha..tamau lah..its okay if im just keep my self in fitness..not a body builder..yup its been 2 mnth im enter a gym at my place..at first time ouh i feel i want to run away from there..but i can't..because i wanted to be there..i must and i have to..well days by days..i can make a room with myself in gym..wahh..cayalah far!..and im realise somthing that i kind of interested a guy who have muscle..awww<3<3<3..sexy and very the hot tau!..eh3!!ni nk g gym nk exercise or nk exercise mata skali ni??questions??i don't care la..org kata smbil mnyelam mnum air..so apalagi..ahahah..yup..i know some guys who are now be my frnds..we know each other thrgh this gym centre..rick n fiz are their name..yup they both are really handsome..and some guys that i really don't know their name but can recognize their face..rick is totally talkative guy!..so do fiz..ila is one of my frnd said fiz face is similar with amir(hero vanilla n coklat)..and i say..no way lah..but im kind of agreed with that statement..
first time we met..first word came out from rick mouth was 'kakak uncle g mana?''and i said kakak?ouchhh!!!!and thats how we be a frinds..these guy were totally klakar n talkative..br first knl tp the way we talked mcm dh lama knl..hikhikhik..but they not always come to gym..huhuhu..nevermind lah..sometimes i go to gym with ila..but most of the time i go alone..it doesn't matter actually..but its kind of lonely at there..beside uncle always bully me with doing somethng heavy..ahaha..nahhhh i don't mind kot..ahahah..sometimes have aunty..so i can gossip with her..hikhikhik...i don't like going gym at night..because too many guys..and too smelly!euuuwwww..yuccckkksss..im prefer going in the everning at 3 o 3;30 pm until 6 or 7pm everyday..yup thts my time..ta ramai org so sng n bebs skit..
in these 1 mnths and half i have lost 6kgs..alhamdullillah..i bet i want lost around 20 kgs within in a 5 mnths..so i must lost in 14kg more..if god will..everything we can get what we want as long we work hard..everything will be fine..insyaallah..
how about my diet?hohohooooiii!!!at the first time it was really hard to me cntrl all my meal..but days by days..i can cntrl my diet..yeahh..happy..sometimes i will take rice..but most of the time i will take a bread o biscuits or other else but not a rice..ada gak kdg2 tu gian nk mkn itu ini..yeah sure can..but still have to cntrl the quantity of it..and i take a fibre every morning..
now i know why all people said want fitness better go to slimming centre than a gym..bcause slimming is the faster way to be slimming than exercise but not last lasting..jeng3!!..even exercise is take a long time to get fitness but its healthy laaa..ta cpt naik if stop doing exercise..huhuhuhu..so working hard and get smart and get healthy..
alright guys..we'll stop right here..i want take a bath and lunch..and the everning want to go to gym..to started my training..see yaaa..n misss yaa..daaa
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apa khabar semua??baik sangat baik wooww!!..wah rindu pula ngn tagline ni...hikhihkihk..
its been a days im not update my blog..not opened my fb's nor tagged,skype,ym....huhu..these past days i have been in a hard situation..do u believe in love?i bet some will do and some will say fuck to love..is it?..well its ur opinion to say what love it is..to me..im not believe in love anymore..my heart is closed for love..i have locked my heart and throw away the key far far away from me..in future if there is someone that find the key to opened back my heart..that guy i will choose it as my partner..insyaallah..why im saying like this?..well this what i want to share with my readers..
now is my mid-term break..a week only..im not going back to my hometown because i have training at gym..so im just stayed at my hostel..im bet this holiday at hostel will be okay..but it turns around..its a disaster week in my holiday..huhuhu..
if u read my past story u will know why im talking like this..its about my bestfrnds that more a frnd to me..was my ex..after we were break up for unknown reasons..im totally down..my world was upside down..n im tryng to get up..yup i manage it but it really takes time..later im started to be just a frind with him..just a frnd..i dn't want to think about love anymore.. my closed frnd gv me an idea how to be closed to him again..half of my heart said 'i don't want to..' but some the other said..'go far its ur oppurtinity to be closed back'..im realised or not im fllowd her plan..well at first i was set up my mind..just to be frind okay..no feelling anymore..yup..it was going well but its hard..im always sms and asked him to went out with me..went to gym,dinner,lunch..all what i received was a negative..he always said he already done ate lunch.lazy to went out..yup..im just said its alright..ouch its sound like im perigi cari timba?..is it??..nahhhh..it is not lah..im just tryng..who knows get luck ^^..
two of his frnds told me that he is still loving me..and he always blamed himself for what happen between us..when im heard his frnds told me that..what will u thinkg?..yup a green light !..yeah i must go on with my plan..because i do i do still love him..and i want him back in my life..even im always pndm my prasaan for what he doing towards me..im always said to myself..'calm down far'..
one day, we all overnight..me,ila,jaja n hairi..at hayaki..he sddnly called me to helped him to do his asgnmnt..so im just went at him n helped him..yup we can gelak2 like before..n im so relieved..yeahh..
the other day we overnight again..but just me.ila ,alan n hairi..at hayaki..at 4 o 5 am like that he sddnly came to us..im so shocked..ouch!..sddnly my heart feels likes to pump out!..i saw him out from a car..i think pesona or GEN 2..like that..i don't know where the hell he went to..alright time was 6 am..so im with ila want went to home..im tryng to talked with him..but he was angry with me..his expression and the way he talked to me..im in a shock..so im leaved and i sddnly cryng..i feel so dumb..ila trying to bring a calmness to me..but im still cryng and cryng..niat far baik nk tegur tp kena mrh..sedih sngt2!!!
these past days i have received a sms from him..he told me that the name of missia is a combination of his name and her new girlfrnd..when im read it..i was in doomed!..im crying and crying..my hands was shaking..my head want to explode..if he already have someone why he told his frnd that he still loving me??why 3!!..that guy was bloody hell shitt!!torturing my feeling..plyng with my feeling..who do u think u are?..an angle?..a god??..oh shit...!!..i called ila..lemah sngt far rasa..ta terdaya lagi..peritnya..sakitnya..semua ada..im tryng my best these whole 6 months..but the end im got heart broken..so so in heartbroken again..i told ila everything..
at night kak wawa n emma sddnly came to my room..because far trkntoi mngis n kak wawa saw me..far luahkan..smpai ngis2..ta thn rasanya hati ini dipermainkan smpai begitu skali..far menyesal sngt2 knl ngn laki tu..and yg pling far nyesal far bg hati far kat dia..ya allah..kalau blh diputrkn masa..far tamau jmpa n knl guy tu....
and now..yup far dh kunci hati far..far tamau buka dah..far dah fed up..far dh give up..sbb far jenis setia pd yg satu..far bkn sng2 nk jatuh cinta lagi..dh break up then couple..break up then couple..im not that kind of girl..
dear future partner..please don't break my heart again..far manusia biasa yg punya hati and perasaan..far bukan robot..^^
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apa khabr u all??far hrp u all semua sihat sejahtera ye..insyaallah..
semenjak menjak ni far tension sngt..smlm far meletop..perasaan far bercmpur baur..ta dpt nk fkir..rasa nk jert je..far berkongsi mslh ngn kak wawa n ema..ternyata berkesan juga..A+ r kt drg,,hikhikhik..
bnyk prob..psl classmate..psl kwn2..psl hdup..semuanya telah bersatu padu..mmbuatkan far rasa nk lari je n dah fed up dok sini..far tahu apa yg blaku ada hikmahnya..kan?
ceritanya mcm ni..1) hari tu far ada buat meeting ngan housemate far..mcm biasa r meeting tu psl rumah lah..and ada housemate far ni cter psl far..kata far ni itulah inilah..far dngr je..lama2 bdn jd pns..menggigil..sejuk..far gnggam tngn ema sbb nk kekuatan..far tahu niat dia nk tegur far..boleh tegur tp cr dia mlm tu mcm nk cr gaduh..nk cr psl..far mlntng mlm tu..dlm hati far nk blng je krusi kat muka dia..biar dia rasa..tp far trdngr 2 org suara kwn far..iaitu dayah n ema..cuma dua suara ni aja far mmpu fkir n kmbali ke alam nyata..alhamdullillah kesabarn far mkn tinggi..far brsbr je..dh hbis meeting..far pergi kat bilik kak wawa..far ternangis dpn kak wawa,ema n nisa..sbb tekanan yg far alami..mereka beri far nasihat n mmg mnentng cr housemate far tgur far tu..tu bkn crnya nk tegur seseorng..ada cr lain..lama tu far dh okay skit..ye r drg wt lwk lk..tergelak kami mlm tu..hehehe..hati?..far hnya mmpu bersbr..biarlah org nk kata apa psl far..ckplah..far ta ambil pduli..mulut org mmg ta leh diam n mmg ta leh nk tngok org senng skit..biarlah msg2 dh bsr..
2)yg kedua lak psl kwn yg far plng syg skali..yg pnh bertahta di hati far..yg smpai skrng far msh syg kat dia lagi..ta pnh pudr pun kasih syg tu..far terdengar beberapa crita krg enk psl dia melalui kwn far..mula2 tu far dngr je kwn far cter..okay far mmg ta amk psng lah tntng apa yg kwn far ckp psl dia tu..sbb far percayakan dia..far fkir posotive je psl dia..mmg hati kata dia ta buat bnda2 tu semua..6 bln dh berlalu..tp rasa mcm br je bergurau senda ngn dia..
3)yg ketiga pula..psl kwn far g tahu far srh brubh sbb prangai far mcm budak2..haiyaiiii!!..dia pn ada kata prangai far cm tu..kwn yg srg ni pn kata far cm tu..dia srh far brubh skit..dia ckp if nk guy tu blk..brubah lah skit..mcm2 lah kami borak mlm tu kat mali;s corner..far dngr..ada far terasa..tp far fkir posotive lah..
4)ada lak clasemate far nk mmg far grm tol lah..kalau call tu mmg ta angkat..sms ta reply..far nk tnya psl kelas pn ssh..smpai naik grm n tention lak ngn dia..dia leh lk sms far..tnpa rasa serba slh..far pndm lagi..
5)far ni trlampau baik sbb dngr n ikut je kemahuan org evn physical n mental far tengh pnt sngt2..sbb nk jaga hati n prasaan pnya psl far snggup ketepikan apa yg far rasakn..tp bila turn far nk mnta tlg ta da srng pn yg blh tlg far..knapa ak?..mula2 mmg far ta amk pusing..tp lama2 rasa mcm tunggul terhormat lak kn..
apa yg blaku kat far..far bnyk pndm demi nk jaga prasaan msg2..far rela berkorban..entah mengapa smlm bnda2 yg kecil yg far dh lpskn bermain di mnda far..mmbuatkn far rasa nk jerit n rimas sngt2..yg far ta thn drg kata far nk mcm bdk2..ada ta drg fkir sesuatu..misalnya..far ada group ni..ada pngkt abg n kakak..semuanya ats umur 20..far je br 20..if dlm group tu srng ta grk semuanya ta jln kan??betul ta?..far yg berssh pyh mnjlnkn projek tu..sms n kmfmkn plan kami tu..tp u all ada fkr ta??if prngai bdk2 ada ke nk fkir n bergerk mcm org dewasa??ta da kan??melainkn ada org dewasa yg beri jaln n tnjuk ajr br bdk2 ni tahu buat keje..far ta slhkn group ni pn..bg far ni cnth je..dh bnyk kali dh far rasa cm ni..cuma tu pendam je..haiiyaiii..
tp tu lah kpd org2 yg kata far ni prngai mcm budak2 sorry to say lah..kau yg bdk sebenarnya..sbb apa??kau pengecut!ta brani mcm aku!!nk jmpa pn ssh!!ego kau tnggi!!kau yg bdk2 bkn aku!!..kau jngn ingt kau kwn ngn org yg tua2 kau blh kata kau tu dh mtng..yg kau tu bkn bdk2..no way lah..ta smestinya kau tu mtg..okay!..
kat umh pn mcm rasa tunggul terhormat..biaarlah dia nk buat apa pun..yg psti far nk tngok apa jd kat dia t..far bkn jenis pndndm tp lama2 blh jd gk..ahahah..hish2 dendam ni ta baik..mntk dijauhkan..wahh leganya hati far ni..lega sngt2,,dpt luahkn semua yg far rasa nk luahkn..
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