Friday, December 31, 2010


Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
In that very moment I found the one and
My life had found it's missing piece
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this scream I say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
with all my heart I mean every word
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Oooooh oh
Na na na na na
SO beautiful in white
And if our daughter's what our future holds
I hope she has you're eyes
finds love like you and I did
Yeah, I wish she falls in love
and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white.....
You look so beautiful
In white
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
"You look so beautiful in white tonight"

I like this song..really like it..
U guys should hear it..
Nice n simple..  love u!!

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My favorite college !!!!

Im a student of this well-known college..i think..ahaha..i taking diploma in culinary arts.. quit interesting course..i like it..
Next week is my final exam..just want share it with  guys about my final exam schedule ..
Exam TimeTable

Academic Term:
Student IcNo:
Student Name:
Xxx xxxxxxxx xxxxx xxxx

UFS 111 -Reading, Vocabulary & Grammar 2
TDC 123 -Food Sanitation
TDC 113 -Nutrition
TDC 103 -Kitchen Organisation
TDH 101 -Introduction to Hospitality & Tourism Industry
Bottom of Form

My college is at Jalan Raja Laut..infront of Hotel Plaza..and my hostel is at PV  12 ,Setapak, KL…
My college is….
Yup..KLMU is my college that im proud I ???
Ahaha..u guess it lah..

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Thursday, December 30, 2010


sometimes i feel my life is perfect..
sometimes i feel my life is really really perfect..
but it is not actually..
its just temporally
serius i say..
actually i really envy with other couple.
they are so sweet..
being together
share everything together..
all things doing together..
it nice right if we can do and spent most of our time together with someone we love and care of..
i hope i will have that moment..
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i really hate about my can i said is..
about my past..
don't want talk about it!
its really suck!

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Wednesday, December 29, 2010


uh..what he remove me from his sbling on facebook???
omg...whats wrong???
now i really don't know what happen now..
hwaaaaa...i want cry!!!
somebody please help could he do this to i wrng??
but wht i;ve done to him????

ya allah sakitnya hatiku ini..andaikata benar lah ku yg salah..KAU tolonglah tunjukkn kebenarannya kepada ku...

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010


I really miss MR J!
A lot..what happen to him???
Why he not call me neither text me??
Why he not replied my sms??
Should i go find u..???
If I could..i will find u..
Almost everyday I look u at fb..just at fb..
Uh!..i really miss him..what should I do??
(T_T)…why oh why …
Why u change? Atleast tell me..dnt do this to me..
I really happy when we texting..serius I said..i really happy..
But..its nt lst frvr..its jst tmpry..

Did u know??
This evng…at college..i think I saw u..yeah its u..ur smile..ur body..ur face..almost like u..but when I came closer and closer and looks very carefully..its not u!
Ive got wrng prsn!..ya allah…
When I eat,I think of u..
When I walk, I think of u..
When I sleep, I think of u..
When i..
When i..
When i..
When i..
Arghhh!!!!  ITS ALL ABOut u..
U U U U ..!!!!!

There anther guy wants couple with me..
He smart person..he really likes me..
And he wants me to be his lover..
I do I want accpt him..but deep inside in my heart.. said that I can’t accpt him.. I dnt knw y..but I really can’t accpt him or anther guy..
Maybe I really like u..maybe..
Dear MR J..if u read this..i think u nt read it..because u dnt knw that ive blog..
I just want u to knw that..i really like u..
And u dnt knw actlly my feeling to u..
Im jst be at one side…its really sad u knw..
Im so envy with othr couple..they r so sweet..

Come on gal..i know u r strng gal..keep on!
Lets rock the world!!

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010


Hye again..
yesterday yesterday yesterday..
its supposed to be tomorrow tomorrow n tomorrow..
i came back to KL by was long journey..actually this was my first time using that machine..i mean i used it before but with my friends..but yesterday..just me alone..
from my home at sepang, my father sent me to ERL at Kota Warisan. i bought a ticket..guess what the price???
its RM12.50 ..uh! its expnsive! but affdble..hehe..the pitstop at KL Sentral..Then ive to changed it to anther machine..AHAHA..why lah i called it machine???
yeah its a machine..moving machine!
then i fell likes i want watch a movie..
so i call my friends and set the time and place..
lucky my hostel is near to Wangsa we were going to Wangsa Walk..
we watched HARRY POTTER part 1..its really great movie!
hehe..too much of suspend and at the same time can get heart attack!!
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Saturday, December 18, 2010


Hye.. Tonight I at balcony..looking at the beautiful  it is..its bring full of feeling..full of passion! How lucky im tonight..hehe….but…. no matter how calm it doesn’t makes me feel  light..
 is this call friend ???? argh !!!!
Tension stress sad … could u do this to me ?? whats wrong with u ?? or am i wrong ?? before this we really happy being together..laughing..eating..walking..going to college together..sleeping together.. all we do it together..but what now! I fell like we are so so so far we are stranger..
One by one..
my friend are leaving me..why ???
before this my ex housemates was leaving me..some were quit from college, some were further studies at their place , some..some..some..hmmmmm (-_-)

ah just forget about it..don’t want to think about it..its their life not my life!
So get lost!  Don’t bother me sick about it..lets just think about my life..focus on me me me me me!!!!
Yeah think about me is better..much much much much better!!!!!

Can somebody take me far away from here?????

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all shook up by Elvis Presley!

A well I bless my soul
What's wrong with me?
Im itching like a man on a fuzzy tree
My friends say Im actin wild as a bug
Im in love
Im all shook up
Mm mm oh, oh, yeah, yeah!

My hands are shaky and my knees are weak
I can't seem to stand on my own two feet
Who do you thank when you have such luck?
Im in love
Im all shook up
Mm mm oh, oh, yeah, yeah!

Please don't ask me what's on my mind
Im a little mixed up, but Im feelin fine
When Im near that girl that I love best
My heart beats so it scares me to death!

She touched my hand what a chill I got
Her lips are like a vulcano that's hot
Im proud to say she's my buttercup
Im in love
Im all shook up
Mm mm oh, oh, yeah, yeah!

My tongue get tied when I try to speak
My insides shake like a leaf on a tree
There's only one cure for this body of mine
That's to have the girl that I love so fine!

nice song..i like it!

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Sunday, December 12, 2010


Like a dream you can' t explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart

All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can' t live without

You are my dream my love my lif...

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Thursday, December 9, 2010


Hye..i don’t know why tonight I really emotional..
I suddenly cry for no reason..i don’t know whats wrong with me…..
This morning at the bus..when I sleep and listening to songs using my earphone..i suddenly think about death..DEATH!!!..I really don’t know thinking about it over and my condition when I it worse or ????? ….its really scare me..
Ya allah..whats wrong with me actually???..why I suddenly thinking about death??? I going to die tomorrow??? it??..even it is true..i just want to say to my parents and family..please forgive me..i know im not a good and kind mom..thanks for give  me birth..because of u I can know the world..can breath the air..can know my friends and many more..thanks mom u r great person!....for dad..thanks to you too because of you I can live in this world..for my brothers and sister..please forgive me if I have done anything wrong to you..i wish you guys will success in your life..get a good result..get a good university..get a good job..get a great family..insyaallah….if I no longer live in this world..i just want you to know..i really miss you all and I will not forget you..please don’t forget me u!
To my friends..please forgiven me..i know I not a kind person to you guys..i just be what I am..just be myself..i wish to all my friends good luck in your life..every moment we spent together I remember  each of it..please don’t forget me..
For my ex housemate A12-13A..i want you to know that im actually already forgive all your mistakes..i really lucky because I have friends like you guys..i remember when we first time met..we really don’t know each other..after that we became closer and like a family..u such a great friends of mine..we spent together all the time..we eating together , laughing and be kick – out together from the house ( B8-17)..ahahaha..its so funny that time..and that start the scene..when we moved to A12-13A..we started became not closer than before..and …..hmmmm…but whatever it is..thanks for being my friends..i really miss you guys..and I will keep our memory till the end of the year..i hope you guys will find what you want to be..insyaallah..every human have second change…

( T_T)….

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Thursday, December 2, 2010

( '_')!!!

Hye…in this few days..almost every night I’ll texting with Mr J..he is nice guy..i really likes him..he always give me advise..sharing stories about his life and my life..he is one of my foreigner good friends..he is from Iran..i met him at college,,we were in same class and same group..but now he changed his college to another college..
And one day..while we texting..he sent me this sms..he said that he likes me..and im his good friend so shock..and I like his statement!
Hehe..eventhough he is not muslim..he is not rude at all..he is nice person and kind….i never hope or dream that one fine day he will with me..i mean in relationship with him..never never never think like that..if really  we want it that way..i will accept him..(^_^)..

Hmmmm…but sometimes I often thinking about that guy..(I mean that guy..not mr j!but the other guy) are you?what are you doing?.....huhuhu..(T_T)….

STOP IT!  Let it be…let it be…

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Hye…something I feel likes.. hmmmm.. i don’t know actually how I want to say.. i don’t know how I want to describe it..
Okay..lets I explain it with a simple words..

I already couple with this guy.. he is foreigner.. he don’t know how to speak malay.. so we using English.. at the first time I speak English with very ackward.. because this is my first time speaking in English.. yeah I admit my language sometimes broken.. but when i always speak in English,, I feel more confident!.. hehe.. we couple and couple.. until…

9 august 2010..he going back to his country.. yeah I really sad u know!.aahahaha..he promised to call me when he arrived there.. and he also said ‘”just make a miscall and I’ll definitely  call u”..yes he did it..but it just for a month I think..after that when I miscall him. He not called me so weird..when I called him..he said I called you later..”i busy right now”….so I waiting for his call all day..guess what???nothing happen!..i really angry and sad…it happens again and again..until I very fed up with I’ve made a decision..with the help and advice from my friend (mr j)..i broke up with him..but he don’t know..i just broke up like that without telling him…but I already sent sms to usual he not replied I take it as that time my heart feel so tension .. no stress..wah how nice this feeling..and thanks to mr j!..u’ve helped me a lot..
But last week he called me..and I not answer he called..when he called just ignored it..and one day..he called me..and I accidently answered it…n guess what he said???he said that im stupid because sent him that kind of sms(sms broke up!) just heard what he said..and obviously he don’t want end our relationship..hmm..but i???
I want it..hwaaaa… we still couple right now..but to me im not couple with him a bad girl!
Im just let him think that we are still couple..but to me???
Im no longer with him!...serves he right,,forwhat he done to me..revenge!!!!!.yeah I like it..

Now its almost 4 months he is not here (Malaysia)..he at his its mean 4 months we not see each this 4 months also..a lot of things happen to me..a lot!..he always said  “I’ll be back next week” usual  nothing happen..and he not call me..he always said “I’ve a busy.and many more excuse!..

Im a simple girl.. if u don’t want me anymore just said it..its okay with me…I think.. he was my 1st couple actually.. i thought I will be fantastic.. but it is not!..
Let it be..let it be..

Single is better.. couple is trouble!  (^u^)…

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